I will protect you (Louis imagine)

I fell on the ground as a kid same age as me pushed me to the ground. I covered my face with my small hands.

“Such a weak!” the kid said, body bigger and taller than me. All of his friends laughed at his words. I could felt my body was shivering. My tears started to stream down my face. I have faced this thing almost everyday but I still couldn’t stopped crying.

“Oi, What are you doing?!” Suddenly I heard another voice shouted from nowhere. Before the big kid want to hit me, they immediately ran away from the person who just shouted.

“Are you alright?” I heard a voice asked me but I still buried my face in my arms. He slowly pulled my arms and tilted my chin so that I looked at him. He smiled warmly and rubbed my tears off from my cheeks. He looks older than me.

“Hey, its alright. You’re safe. I’m a friend.” He said and tilted his head to the side. Smiled widely to me. I smiled and hugged him. I could heard he was giggling.

“My name is Louis. Louis Tomlinson. And you?” He said and offer his hand after we pulled away from each other.

“Angel. Angel Mayers..” I said whisperly.

“Pretty name!” He said loudly and made me jumped slightly. He laughed.

“Thank you, Loubear.” I said and smiled. His eyebrow lifted up.

“Loubear?” He asked. I nodded.

“You’re brave and save me. Just like a brave bear.” I said and grinned at him. He laughed again.

“How old are you?” He asked after stopped laughing.

“9.”

“Oh, I’m 11 by the way. Come on, let me walked you home. Where is your house?” Louis asked as we walked out from the park.

“Over there..” I pointed to a way. He looked at the way I pointed and nodded.

“Let’s go then.” He said and hold my hand. We walked slowly and I just stared at him. I’ve never saw him before at this area.

“Did they always disturb you?” Louis break the silent. I looked away as he looked down at me.

“I’ve been bullied since I’m 5.” I mumbled and looked down. Suddenly, I felt he stopped and I followed him to stop too. I looked up with a confused look.

“I’m so sorry..” He said. I slowly shake my head.

“Not your fault.” I said and smiled.

“From now on, I will protect you. Forever. I promise.” He said and put up his hand as if he swear. I giggled and nodded.

“Thank you, Loubear.” I said and hugged him. He hugged me back.

4 years later..

                I knocked Louis’ house door and waited for someone to answer it. The door opened slowly and I saw his mom smiled at me.

                “Hello, Angel.” I grinned at her.

                “Good morning, Mrs. Tomlinson.” I said and hugged her.

                “Where’s Loubear?” I asked after I pulled away.

                “He’s upstair.” I nodded and immediately went upstairs to Louis’ room. I knocked his door and I heard his voice answered from inside. I opened it slowly and popped in my head.

                “Loubear!” I yelled and I could saw he jumped slightly on his bed. I laughed and walked toward him.

                “Hey, little Angel.” He said and moved aside to give some space for me to sit. I sat beside him as I saw he packing his clothes in the bag.

                “Where are you going, Lou?” I asked and smiled at him. He stopped for a while and turn looked at me. I could saw his smile drop.

                “M-My mom didn’t told you?” He asked whisperly. My smile drop and I could felt my heartbeat faster.

                “Tell what?” I asked and hoping that was nothing a big deal.

                “We’ll moving tomorrow.” He said and he looked so guilty.

                “WHAT?” My eyes widen. “No, you can’t! You can’t leave me! Not- Not now!” I said loudly. I could felt my eyes watery. He sighed and hold my hands.

                “I have to. Dad have a better job at Doncaster and all of us need to follow him.” He said and sighed. My tears fell on my cheek.

                “No..Please stay..” I said whisperely and hold tight his hands. He shake his head slowly.

                “I can’t, Angel. I can’t..”

                “But, you’ve promised that you’ll gonna protect me forever. You lied! You lied!” I said and punched his chest but I know he didn’t felt anything because I was too weak. He grabbed my hands and put it near his chest. I looked up and surprisingly I could saw his tears.

                “Please,Angel. Don’t be like this. Although I’m not with you anymore. But, I’m still in your heart.” He said and wiped my tears with his thumb.

Then, he pulled away his hands and went to the back of his neck. I saw as he pulled out his necklace, with ‘L’ pendant. He put the necklace around me and the necklace hanged shiningly on my neck. I hold the pendant and looked at him.

“Keep it. As long as the necklace still with you, you’ll safe. I promised.” He said and smiled. His words made my tears fell again.

“Just one thing.” He added. “Promise me you’ll always be strong.” I only looked down on my lap. He hold my chin and tilted up so that our eyes met.

“Please, Angel, for me.” He said and smiled. His eyes now watery. I nodded slightly and sobbed. I immediately hugged him tightly. I didn’t want him to leave me. He rubbed my back and soothed me. Saying ‘Its okay..’ repeatedly but I know it was not okay at all.

That night, I spent the night with him and his family. I played with his sisters but mostly with him. I knew that I’m gonna miss them so much especially Louis. He could felt I was scared for losing him. When we were going to bed, I hugged him tightly as if I don’t want to lose him and he put his arms around me. As usual, he would sang for me and slowly I closed me eyes.

“I love you, Angel..” He whispered and kissed my forehead. I hugged him tighter.

Next morning, they have to go as his father have an interview by tomorrow morning. I just couldn’t hold my tears when I’m standing outside ther house. Louis and his father carried all of their bags to the car.

“I’m gonna miss you, Angel.” Lottie, Louis’ sister said and hugged me. I nodded and smiled.

“I’m gonna miss you more.”

“We’re gonna miss u, Angel!” I looked down at the twins. I knelt down and smiled at them.

“Me too.” I said and they hugged me. I turn around and there was Louis, standing right behind me.

“Hey.” He said awkwardly. I smiled at him.

“I will miss you.” I whispered. He nodded and opened his arms. I jumped toward him and hugged him thightly. I sobbed as he rubbed my back.

“Lets go, kids!” His dad said. Louis pulled away and looked at him. He nodded and tell his sisters to go to the car. He looked at me again.

“Keep that necklace.” He said and hold the pendant. “It will protect you. I promise.” He repeat the words again. I nodded and smiled. He leaned forward and kissed my forehead as usual.

“Goodbye..” He whispered and stepped backward. That word breaking my heart.

“Bye..” I whispered as he walked to his car. His mom and dad waved their hands. I waved back and smiled warmly. Their car slowly reverse and left this area. I could saw Louis popped his head from window and waved to me and mouthing ‘I love you’ to me. I smiled and my tears couldn’t stop falling on my cheeks.

After the sight of their car gone, I turn and walked slowly to my house.

“Well,well, your hero have gone right now.” Suddenly I heard a voice behind me. I immediately turn around. My eyes widen as I saw it was a guy that used to bully me.

“W-What do you want?” I asked and step backward. He laughed sarcastically toward me.

“Revenge. Your boyfriend have done a lot of things toward me. Now, he’s gone and revenge.” He immediately pushed me and I fell on the road. I screamed as he kicked my stomach.

“L-Lou.. Help me..” I whispered. The guy laughed out loud.

“He’s not going to save you, idiot!” He said and slapped me. I covered my face with my hands.

“This necklace will protect you, I promise..”

“Promise me you’ll always be strong..” I could heard his voices in my mind. I pushed the guy and he fell on the ground. I stood and ran fastly.

“Hey, wait there!” I ignored him and ran as fast as I could. I walked in my house and ran upstairs. Closed the door and sliding on the door till I sat on the floor. My knees near my chest and I put my hands around it. Sobbing quietly.

“Loubear…” I whispered. I hold the pendant and looked at it. “Please, come back..”

A few months later…

                I walked at the park slowly and looked around. Smiled as I feel the wind washed away on my face. I saw a figure in front of me, someone that I know. It was Louis.

                “Loubear!” I shouted and ran toward him. He smiled at me but he didn’t move at all.

                “You’re back!” I said and hugged him. But suddenly he disappear from my view.

                “Lou?” I asked and looked around.

                “Louis! Where are you? Don’t leave me!” I shouted and ran around the park.

                “Louis! Louis!” I screamed and my tears fell.

                “Angel? Wake up, Angel.” Suddenly I hear my mom’s voice . My eyes slowly opened. It was just a dream. The same dream, over and over from the day he left me alone. I hugged my mom and sobbed.

                “I miss Louis..” I said and sobbed. She rubbed my back.

                “I know.. I know.. Its alright..” And that was the same words my mom always said everynight. When will this be end?

                Next morning, I woke up and sat on my bed. Flashback about yesterday where I’ve dream about Louis. How is he right now? I’ve never know about him from the day he leave this town. I walked to my bathroom and looked at myself. I looked so messy. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I turn my head and I saw a cutter at the side of the sink.

                Without I realised at all, I took the cutter and stared at it. I put the cutter nearer to my arm and started to cut myself. I hissed at the hurt I felt but still, its not as hurt as my heart right now. My tears fell at the cut I’ve done on my left arm. I put away the cutter and touch the cut. The cut said ‘LOUIS’ .

                “Lou…” I whispered and pressed the words. I hissed as it sting. I’ve done this cutting for a long time and I would not stop until I met Louis.

3 years later…

                I was alone in the house, I doesn’t know what to do so I just turned on the tv and looked at any channel. I changed to other channel and it was X-Factor. I’ve never interested to any music channel so I decided to change the channel again but something stopped me.

                “Next person is Louis Tomlinson!” Said the host of the show. My eyes wider. I stared at the tv as I saw a guy walked out to the stage. It is him! It just he looks more mature. My eyes watery as I missed him so much. I sighed of relief as all of the judges said yes to him.

                Weeks passes and Louis were in a group called One Direction. My eyes sparkling like a few years before as I could saw him, although through tv only. I always voting them as I hoped they will win.

                And I promised myself.. I’m gonna meet him..

3 years later…

                “Hey, Angel!” I turned around and I saw my college friend called me. I looked at her and smiled.

                “Hey, Lily.” I said and smiled.

                “I got good news!” sHe shrieked and jumped slightly. I giggled.

                “Its about One Direction?” I asked and she eagerly nodded. Lily is my friend and I could tell that she was so obsessed with One Direction. She also knew about me and Louis. She always told me and one day I could meet him. I always kept that words as I already promised it before.

                “They’re gonna make a concert over here!” I immediately stopped. She grinned at me. I stared at her disbelieving at all.

                “Really?” I asked with my eyes wide.

                “Yes! You could meet your Louis!” She said and hugged me. My tears fell of happiness. She laughed and wipe my tears.

                “I know you missed him so much..” She mumbled and patted my shoulder. I nodded at her.

                “But, the tickets- I bet it already sold out..” I whispered and looked down.

                “Wait.” She said and took her bag. I looked confusedly at her. She opened the zip and took out  tickets from the bag. I gasped and laughed.

                “I’ve bought it for us. First row.” She said and winked. I couldn’t said anything anymore. I immediately hugged her and whispered ‘thank you’. She chuckled.

                “I love you, Lily. You are my bestfriend ever.” I said after I pulled away.

                “Yeah, love you,too. But, I love Harry more.” She said and grinned cheekily showing her dimples. I laughed at her again.

                The next day, I lying on my bed. Suddenly someone opened my door and jumped in.

                “Angel! Hurry up!”Lily jumped on my bed. I groaned and sat up.

                “What is it?” I asked lazily.

                “One Direction will be at the airport in 20 minutes. Let’s go!” She said and still jumping. I looked at her and smiled. I immediately jumped.

                “What are we waiting for? Let’s go!” I said and giggled. Lily cheered behind me and we went to her car. She drove to the airport.

                Like what we have expect, the airport was so crowded. They do really have a lot of fans and I felt so proud for Louis’ successful. Lily dragged me to walked in the crowd and both of us stood infront. A really good view to see the boys.

                The boys walked out and all of the girls screamed out loud. I turned my head and I saw Louis was the last person went out. I couldn’t hold anymore my tears as I saw him. I really miss you,Loubear.

                “There’s Louis!” Lily shouted and pointed at him. I nodded. He didn’t noticed both of us as there were a lot other fans shouted at him. He walked passed us but our eyes never met. I just couldn’t stand my feeling anymore so I just ran toward him.

                “Angel! Wait!” Lily tried to stop me but I ignored her. I ran fastly as he was far away right now. As I came nearer, I hugged him from behind. I could felt he jumped in shocked and the other boys looked at us confusedly.

                “I miss you, Loubear..” I whispered. He turned around and looked at me. But it doesn’t happened like what I expected. He looked at me confusedly.

                “Excuse me?” He asked and smiled sweetly to me. My tears streamed as I could felt that he forgot about me right now.

                “Loubear, its me! I’m Angel! Don’t you remember?” I asked and hold his sweater tightly. He just stared at me.

                “I’m sorry, miss. You have to go.” A guy with a muscles arms pulled me away from him.

                “N-No. I’m his friend. Louis, It’s me, Angel! Please, Loubear. Remember me!” I shouted as they pulled me backward. He didn’t saying anything as he looked at me confusedly, as if he recognized me. Then, I saw his friend, Harry patted his shoulder and they walked away. My heart was so hurt. I looked up and I could saw he was looking back and then walked away.

                “Sorry, sir. She’s my friend.” I heard Lily said and the guards started to let me go and walked away.

                “Are you alright, Angel?” Lily asked. I sobbed and knelt on my knees.

                “He did not recognize me at all, Lily. He have forgotten about me. I was so stupid for giving this hope that he will still remember me.” I said and cried loudly. Lily knelt beside me and hugged me. I cried on her shoulder.

                “Why can’t you remember me, Loubear?” I whispered and sobbed loudly. Lily just rubbed my back.

                “Its alright, Angel.. Its alright..” She said and pulled me to stand up. She guided me to her car. I sat silently in the car as she started to drive away from the airport. Lily sometimes looked at me and then back to the road.

                “Do you need anything?” She asked. I just shaked my head slightly. She sighed. I put my hand on my neck to hold the necklace. Yes, I still kept it and that was the only thing as our memory.

                My eyes widened as I couldn’t felt the necklace on my neck. I looked down and there is no ‘L’ pendant in my sight.

                “Oh God..” I whispered as my heart beat faster. Lily looked at me.

                “What is it?”

                “The necklace. I.. I’ve lost it..” I said and looked at her.

                “What?” She stopped the car and looked at me. Luckily there was no car at the back.

                “I’ve lost it. What should I do?” I asked her. It’s the only thing I have from him and now I’ve lost it.

Louis’ P.O.V

               

                “That fan was crazy.” Niall said as we in the van. The boys laughed at him.

                “Yeah, She even tell that Louis is her friend.” Harry said and giggled. I just stared out of the airport. I flashback the look of the girl. She looked so familiar but I just couldn’t remember.

                “You’re alright, mate?” Liam asked and patted my knee. I looked at him and nodded.

                “Yeah. It’s just- I think I ever met her.. But, I couldn’t remember where..” I said and looked at them.

                “Probably the fans that you ever met at meet and greet.” Zayn said and smiled. Maybe… I only nodded. I put my hand in my sweater pocket to get my phone but I felt something else. I pulled out and it was a necklace with a pendant ‘L’. I looked at it confusedly.

                “Keep it. As long as the necklace still with you, you’ll safe. I promised.”

                “It will protect you.”

                “Loubear, its me. I’m Angel. Don’t you remember?”

                “No, he’s my friend. Loubear,it’s me, Angel! Please, remember me!” My eyes snapped as I remember something.

                “Angel..” I said whisperedly. The boys stopped talking and looked at me.

                “What?” Harry asked.

                “It’s her! It’s Angel!”

                “Who?” Niall asked. I shrugged at them.

                “Stop! Stop the car, Paul!” I shouted at our manager as he drive for us. Paul immediately stop the car and I opened the door and jumped out.

                “Louis!” I ignored them as I ran into the airport. The necklace still in my hand.

                “Where is her? Where is her?” I muttered and looked around.

                “Louis! What are you doing?” Zayn asked as they ran toward me.

                “That girl. The one who hugged me..” I looked at them. “She’s my old friend. A special friend.” I said and continued to look around. All of them stared at each other.

Angel’s P.O.V

                “Why are you not ready yet? The concert will start in 40 minutes!” Lily shouted at me as she saw I still watching tv.

                “I’m not going.” I mumbled. She groaned and sat beside me.

                “You have to!”

                “Why should I? Louis doesn’t remember me at all.” I muttered and looked away.

                “I don’t care. You must go!” She said and pulled me to my room. I sighed and just followed her.

                Lily and I walked in the building and it was so crowd. Lily and I went to our seat and the first row. Lily looked at me and patted my shoulder. Smiled warmly to me. I just sighed and looked at the stage where the boys will be.

                After waiting for a while, the boys walked out and I could saw Louis walked with a big smiled. I missed that smile.

                After a while, the boys have a break and all of them sat. Louis was walking around the stage and looked around. Smiled widely.

                “You guys are amazing.” He said and sighed happily. The crowd screamed at him.

                “I want to tell a story.” He said and walked to other side. The crowd started to silent.

                “There’s this one little girl. She always get bully until one day, a boy came to save her.” He smiled and looked at the crowd. I stared at him. I knew that ‘story’. He was talking about us. He did remember me.

                “From that day, he promised that he will protect her forever. But, one day he had to leave the girl for some reason. And.. He did still remember that girl.” He stopped walking and stared at the crowd.

                “Then, he went for an audition and the main reason he did it because he wanted to be famous and it will be the easiest way for him to find her. Years later, he is famous, but he had forgotten his main reason that he enjoyed so much his life right now.” I can saw his eyes now watery.

                “This morning, the girl met him. But that boy was so stupid that he can’t remember her. He is so sorry right now. So so sorry.” The crowd cooed at him.

                “That boy is..” He stopped for a while and sniffed. Rubbing his face with his hand. And I can tell my eyes was watery too.

                “Me.” He continued. “That boy is me.” The crowd started to make noise.

                “And the girl is my friend. My special friend. Her name is Angel.” I felt someone hold my shoulder. I turned around and it was Lily. She smiled and mouthy ‘He still remember you’ to me. I just nodded.

                “I don’t know whether she is here or not – I hope she’s here. This song is for you, Angel.” He turned around to tell the lads to be ready. All of the boys stood up and walked toward him.

 “I hope you will show up, Angel.” Louis said as the song began. “This is Back For You.”

“Whenever I close my eyes, I picture you there.
I'm looking out at the crowd, you're everywhere.
I'm watching you from the stage, yeah.
You're smile is on every face now.
But every time you wake up,
You're hearing me say,

Goodbye.”

                Liam sang his solo and all of them looked around as if they were looking for me.

“Baby, you don't have to worry,
I'll be coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you.
Lately, I've been going crazy,
So I'm coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you.”

                After they sang the chorus, Louis paused the music and grinned widely “You’re not going to show yourself, aren’t you, Angel?” He asked with cheeky way. I just stood there and smiled.

                “What are you doing? Go on and walked out there!” Lily said and trying to push me but I just rolled my eyes.

                “No. Let him be. Lets see if he do still remember me.” I said and crossed my arms. Lily looked at me unbelievable. “This must be fun.” I mumbled.

                “Fine. I’ll find you then. Just wait and see..” He mumbled and smirked at the crowd. Then, he asked the music to continue and he sang his solo.

“I've never been so into somebody before,
And every time we both touch, I only want more.
So tell me nothing's going to change, yeah.
And you won't ever walk away yeah,
Cause even though every night you'll know what I'll say. Goodbye.”

He jumped around the stage but I could saw he actually checked out all of the fans’ faces. The boys looked at him and shooked their head.

“Baby, you don't have to worry,
I'll be coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you.
Lately, I've been going crazy,
So I'm coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you.”

                Now he stood and facing at the crowd where I was, his eyes wandered around but our eyes didn’t met at all. I sighed and looked down, when I looked up, he was facing at other place and walked to other way. Oh, looks like he didn’t notice me at all. The song were ended yet he didn’t found me.

                “Well..” He said and smirking. “You’ve never change, Angel.” He said and looked around. The boys chuckled.

                “I know how to make you to show up.” He said and put his hand in his pocket. When he pulled out, I saw the necklace. I gasped and looked at Lily. She was shrieking and repeatedly said that is my necklace.

                “Maybe I should throw this necklace to the crowd..” He said and smirking. He now put up his hand which he holding the necklace. The crowded screamed and shouted. What? I’m not gonna let it be!

                “NO! WAIT!” I shouted. Louis stopped and turned his head. Finally, our eyes met. But I was so angry. He just grinned like an idiot.

                “Don’t you ever try to throw that! It’s mine now. You gave it to me!” I shouted and all eyes on me right now. Louis just smiled warmly at me.

                “Then, come here and get it..” He said and stretched out his hand. I walked slowly to the stage and stared at him. I approached to him and now I stood in from of him. He smiled and put the necklace around my neck.

                “Hey.” He said. “Hey.” I said back.

                “I’m Louis. Louis Tomlinson and you?” He said and put up his hand. I grabbed his hand.

                “Angel. Angel Mayers.”

                “I’ll protect you. Forever.”He said whisperedly. I just could not hold anymore and hugged him. I sobbed as he giggled. The crowd cheered.

                “I love you..” He said as we pulled away.

                “I love you too.” I whispered back. He leaned forward and our lips met. From that day, he did kept his promise that he will protect me forever.