You Are My Everything ( Imagine Louis with Jaeverinna)

Jaeverinna’s POV (Part Of View)

“Hey, babe.” Suddenly I heard someone behind me before his arms around me and kissed my cheek. I turn around and smiled at him.

“Hey,Louis.” Yes. He is Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. I have dated him for a year. No one knows except the boys. I decided not to reveal my relationship with him to avoid from the hates from his fans.

“Today, we got an interview at the Alan Carr show. Join us?” He asked again and kissed my forehead.

“No, Lou. What if people see and know about our relationship?” I turned around again and grabbed a cup. “Tea or coffee?”

“Tea.” He said and sat at the dining table. I pour tea in his cup and gave it to him. Then I sat beside him.

“And that’s the point, love.” He continued after sipped the tea. I looked at him confusedly.

“What do you mean?”

“ Jae, we have dating for a year. I- I think.. this is a right day to tell to everyone about our relationship.” He said and looked into my eyes.

“But-“

“Please, I’ll be with you. I love you, Jae.” He said and hold my hands. I looked at him and sighed.

“Okay..” I agreed and knowing it would be the worst idea, maybe. He grinned cheekily and hugged me.

“I love you.” He whispered.

“Love you, too.” I whispered back.

**********

I went to Alan Carr Show with the boys and a lot of fans were waiting outside the building. I gulped nervously as I imagining a lot of hate tweets on my twitter as soon as they know my relationship with Louis. Louis noticed me and hold my hand tightly.

“Everythings gonna be alright.” He said and I nodded slowly.

“Lets go!” Liam said and jumped out from the van. I followed behind Louis and Harry was behind me.

“OMG!! I LOVE YOU ONE DIRECTION!!” As soon as we stepped out, I could hearing the screams of fans. We walked faster to the entrance of the building.

“Harry, who is she??” I heard someone shouted. I turned around and looked at the fans. Then, I looked at Harry. He just smiled and put his arm around my shoulder.

“ Keep walking, Jae.” He whispered and I followed the boys. Harry is a good bestfriend too. I ever thought that I was in love with him but Louis have stole my heart first.

“One Direction, hurry up!” A guy shouted and I assumed he was the crew of the show.

“The show gonna start in 10 minutes, get ready boys.” He said again and the boys nodded.

***********

The shows have started 20 minutes ago, I was watching them from backstage. Louis as usual being silly and the crowd laughed at him. Sometimes the boys being cheeky too. And finally Alan asked a question which could changed my life.

“ Alright, who is single?” Alan asked happily. Niall and Harry put up their hands.

“I’m with Danielle.” Liam said happily.

“I’m with Perrie.” Zayn grinned at the camera. Then, everyone looked at Louis. Louis sat up straight and clear his throat.

“Well.. I’m with someone..” Alan gasped dramatically and even the crowd followed him.

“Ohhh.. Louis have a girlfriend! Mind to tell who is she? I bet your fans want to know it too.” He asked and his eyebrow lift up.

“Her name is.. Jaeverinna Ann.” My heart beat faster than usual. Oh God, Im gonna die.

“ Is she here?” My eyes wider when Louis nodded. Wait, we didn’t deal that I’m gonna went to the stage.

“Jaeverinna, come out here.” Alan shouted. I shooked my head.

“Come on , Jae!” The boys joined him. I sighed and walked out from backstage. The crowd gave a clap for me. As soon as I stood up, there was no place for me to sit and Louis pulled me to sit on his lap. I awkwardly sat on him as the crowd ‘aww’ at us. I glared at him with ‘I’m gonna kill you later’ look but he just grinned and kiss my cheek slightly.

“Hello, Jae. Well, that’s what the boys call you.” Alan said jokingly. I only smiled at him.

“When did you two get together?” Alan asked. I just looked at Louis as he smiled at me.

“Actually, we have secretly dated for a year.” He said and winked at me. I blushed and looked away. He giggled at my expression.

“ A year? Wow, that long? Did the boys know?”

“Yeah, we know.” Liam said and nodded.

“What do you guys think about her?”

“Well.. She’s sweet. Really suitable with Louis.” Zayn said and smiled at me.

“ I love her. She always buy me Nando’s!” Niall said cheerfully and everyone laughed at him.

“All you think is food, Niall.” I said and giggled.

“ I hope their relationship will never end. I must say.. as Jae appear in our life, Louis rarely doing stupid thing. And that’s the good thing.” Liam said and everyone laughed including me.

“Heyyy.. I never did something stupidd..” He pouted and punched Liam’s arm playfully.

“I love her too.” Harry said and there was an awkward silent. I looked at Harry as he stared at me.

“Hmm.. Looks like the boys love you, Jae. Alright then, that’s all for today. Thanks for watching Alan Carr Show.” Alan said and the show ended. I sighed of relief.

***********

“I’m hungryyy…” Niall pouted as we on our way to home.

“You always hungry, Niall.” Liam said and rolled his eyes.

“But, I am really hungry right now. Can’t we stop at somewhere??” He whined. Liam just groaned.

“Fine. We stop at McDonald.”

Then, we arrived at McDonalds and the boys jumped out.

“You’ll going with us, love?” Louis asked. I just shooked my head.

“I’m staying too.” Harry said and the boys leave us in the van. Niall just couldn’t stopped jumping.

“ Jae.” Harry broke the silent. I just turned my head and looked at him.

“I have something to tell to you..” He said and stared at me.

“What it is, Harry?”

“The first time I saw you.. I actually.. I fell in love with you. More than bestfriend.” I just dumbfounded.

“ Har-Harry. I’m with Louis-“

“ I know. But, I will wait. The day you and Louis break up. I will chase you.” He said and smiled at me. My cheeks reddened.

“ We’re not going to break up.” I said as I gritted my teeth. Harry just smirk at me.

“Yeah,right.” I was going to say some words to him but just cut by Niall.

“FOOOODDD..” He shouted dramatically and jumped in the van with his hands full of plasticbags.

“This is for you, babe.” Louis gave me a burger and sat beside me. I just stared at him. He gave me a questioned look.

“Is there anything wrong, babe?” I immediately shooked my head.

“No. Its just I love you.” I said and smiled. He chuckled and peck my lips.

“I love you,too.” He said. I nodded again. I looked at Harry as he just stared at me.

***********

A week after Louis reveal our relationship, I’ve never open my twitter account.  I afraid I would saw a lot of mentions that full of hates. Today, Louis and the boys went out with Paul. They said they had an interview in a station radio.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed some chips, probably belonged to Niall. It was a risk to take Niall’s food but who cares, he wouldn’t realised if I took one only. Then, I sat on the couch and turned on the television.

I felt so bored so I took out my iPhone and immediately log in my twitter. As I logged in, I click at the my interactions and I gained more followers, mentions and retweets. I scrolled down to look at the tweets. My heart beat faster as I read one by one of the tweets. I knew it. I knew this gonna be happen. My eyes watery when I scrolled down again.

@love1Dxxx “ You’re not deserve to be with @Louis_Tomlinson u @JaerinnaAnn . Leave our boy!”

@LarryForever” I can’t believe @Louis_Tomlinson secretly dating with @JaerinnaAnn ! Such a coward bitch.”

@LouIsMine “ @JaerinnaAnn leave Louis_Tomlinson alone u girl or I’ll kill u. #NoJoke”

My tears stream down my face and I started to sobbed. I put my phone down on the couch and I cover my face with the back of my hands. Why was I crying? I should have knew this thing gonna be happened.

“ Jae?” Suddenly I heard someone called my name. I looked up and there was Harry stood infront of me. Oh,damn, I forgot that Harry was not with the boys because he said that he was not feeling well. I immediately wiped my tears.

“H-Harry. How ‘s you? Feeling better?” I asked and gave a fake smile to him. He didn’t smile back as he sat beside me.

“Were you crying?”

“No, I’m not.” He lifted up his eyebrow showing that he didn’t believed me. Then, I sighed.

“Okay, I cried because of the movie.” I lied. He turned his head and looked at the tv.

“You’re crying while watching Mr.Bean Holiday movie? Yeah, such a good liar, Jae.” He giggled and smirked at me.

“ Tell me..” He whispered. He pulled my chin and I looked up at him. I just took my phone and showed it to him. He read all the tweets and groaned. Suddenly, he pulled me and hugged me.

“Shh..Its okay..Its alright..” He rubbed my back to calm me. I felt overwhelmed of his kindness which made me to relax around his arms. I cried on his shoulder.

“You’re deserve to be with Louis..” He whispered back. I slowly pulled away from him.

“What do you mean?” I asked with a cracked voice. He sighed slowly and smiled at me.

“I just think that you’re not meant to be with me. Besides, I think I just saw a girl and..” I immediately gasped and smiled widely.

“Who is that lucky girl??” I asked happily. His cheeks blushed as he looked down.

“Do you still remember 2 days ago we were shopping and there were some fans walked to us? Well, she is one of them.” He said and scratched his forehead.

“Ohh.. A fan.. I see..” I said teasingly. He just laughed and shooked his head.

“Yeah. I’m going out with her tomorrow. Umm.. Wish me luck?” I only laughed at him.

“Aww.. Good luck, cupcakes!” His smiled immediately faded away.

“Don’t call me with that name.” He said and pouted.

“Alright,alright, I’m so sorry. Bestfriend?” He put out my hand. He looked at it, grabbed it and shooked our hands. “Forever.” He continued. I grinned and both of us hugged each other.

“Thanks for cheering me up.” I said again. He just chuckled. For this while, I felt relief as finally Harry did not love me anymore.

“WHAT IS GOING ON OVER HERE??!!”  Someone shouted and both of us pulled away and immediately  looked up. Louis looked at us with his red eyes. Zayn,Liam and Niall were behind him, gave a questioned look. I immediately stood and walked toward Louis.

“Lou, I can explain-“

“So, this is what you have done to me? You secretly with Harry!” Louis cut off my words.

“Louis, I can explain this. Its not like what you saw.. Jae and I have nothing. We’re just friends.” Harry said and walked toward both of us. By that time, My tears fell on my cheeks again.

“Whatever. We’re done, Jae. We are over!” He said and ran to the door.

“Louis! Louis!” I screamed his name but he just ignored it. He slammed the door and I kneeled down on the floor.

“ Are you alright, love?” Liam asked as he kneeled beside me. I looked at him and sobbed.

“D-Do I look like I’m alright?” I asked angrily. Liam just gulped.

“Niall,Zayn, bring her to her room. Let her rest. Harry, come with me. We need to talk.” Niall and Zayn grabbed my shoulders and helped me to my room and Harry followed Liam to somewhere.

                I lied on my bed as soon as Zayn and Niall helped me and Niall covered me with my blanket.

                “Do you need anything?” Zayn asked and smiled at me. I just shooked.

                “No. Just please leave me alone. I need space to think.” I said in a low voice. Niall and Zayn nodded before they left. I sat up again and took out my phone from my pocket. I dialled Louis’ number but he didn’t answered at all. The voicemail box asked to leave the message after the beep.

                “Louis, its not what you just saw. Please, answer me. I love you.” I said and put down my phone. Crying against my pillow.

                *********

                A month later, I never talked to Louis including the boys. In fact, I have moved out from their house. Now I am staying at my house, not too far from the boys’ house, the distance was around 30 minutes only. The news about our relationship was spreading right now. Well, so salute with the paparazzi.

                I have locked myself in my room for a month too. My mom started to worry about me but I always said that I’m alright. Today, as usual, I just lied on the bed and stared on my phone, waited for Louis call me. Suddenly, I heard someone knocked the door.

                “Come in.” I said. Someone opened it and it was my mom. I smiled at her.

                “I’m going out for a while? You’re coming?” She said sweetly. I only shooked my head. She sighed and smiled back.

                “Alright then. I’ll be back later. Goodbye, sweetheart.”

                “Bye, mom.” She closed the door. I stared on the phone again. I stood and then opened my drawer on the side of my bed. I was searching for the ring that Louis have gave to me when the first time we were dating.

                “Ouch!” I shrieked as I felt something cut my finger. I pulled my hand out and there were blood on my middle finger. I put my hand inside and pulled out the thing that hurt my finger. It was a cutter.

                I just stared at it as I felt like something just guided me to walk to my bathroom. I stared at myself through the mirror. My eyes were red. The cutter was still in my hand, I hold it tightly and it caused my palm bleeding.

                “You don’t deserve to be with Louis!”

                “I hate you! You made our Louis sad!”

                “Go and kill yourself!” The voices kept on playing in my mind. I hold my head with both my hands.

                “No, stop it. Leave me alone. I love Louis!” I shouted just like a mad person. I sat on the toilet and stared between my wrist and the cutter.

                “Whatever. We’re done, Jae. We are over!”  Now Louis’ voice filled in my head as I slowly cut my wrist. A tear fell on my cheek. I watched the blood now streamed down on my arm and the floor. My head started to feel dizzy and it felt like the world were spinning. I fell at the side of the toilet and closed my eyes slowly, still could felt the blood kept on going out through my cut wrist. I heard a big banged but I couldn’t opened my eyes anymore.

                “Jae- HOLY SHIT!”

Louis’ POV

              

                  I lay on the bed and stared on the silling. Suddenly, someone knocked the door but I just ignored it. The door opened and Harry popped out his head.

                “Boobear?” He whispered.

                “What do you want, Haz??” I asked and gritted my teeth. I still couldn’t believed what have I saw a month ago, my girlfriend hugging my bestfriend.

                “ We really need to talk.” He said and walked in.

                “No, we don’t-“

                “Yes, we are. Please, Lou.” He pleaded me. I sighed and nodded. Moved aside a bit for him to sit down.

                “Its about Jae.” I just kept silent.

                “Jae and I, we are nothing except friends. She really love you. Please forgive her.”

                “Yeah,right.” I smirked at him.

                “Do you want to know why I hugged her that day?”

                “Yeah, you guys were dating.” Harry groaned and rubbed his hair.

                “No, Lou, NO! Its because of the haters! They sent hates to her and I’m trying to cheer her up.” I suddenly got stunned.

                “ She just got hates and you with your stupid ego, you just broke her heart more..” Harry said again. I just stared at him.

                “Now go and get her back, Lou. Her mom called me and said she’s alone at home right now. She also never left her room for a month.” My eyes started to watery. I couldn’t believed I just did this. I should have trust her. I immediately stood up, grabbed my car keys and wallet, ran to the door.

                “Hey, Lou.” I turned my head. Harry still sat on my bed.

                “You are lucky because Jae love you.” He said and smiled.

                “I know.” I said and smiled back. Then, I ran downstairs and to the carpark. Drive to Jae’s house.

                I arrived in front of Jae’s house and it was so quiet. I opened my car door and stepped out. I walked to the door and knocked it.

                “Hello, anyone there? Jae?” I called out but no one answered. I hold the knob and twist it, it wasn’t locked at all. I went in the house.

                “Hello, babe? Jae?” I called her name again. Suddenly I felt like somethings bad is going on right now. I went upstairs and opened Jae’s room door. There was no one in the room. However, I stepped in and walked to her bed. I saw her phone on the bed and I grabbed it.

                “Jae?” Again, no one answered. I was on my way out from the room as I saw drop of blood on the floor. My heart beat faster. Suddenly I heard a noise from bathroom, I immediately walked to the door and opened it which made a bang sound. My eyes widened as I saw Jae’s body lied on the floor and there was a lot of blood came out from her wrist.

                “Jae- HOLY SHIT!” I screamed and kneeled beside her. I pulled her body toward me.

                “Babe, wake up!” I shouted but she didn’t respond at all. I immediately dialled 911 and someone answered it.

                “hello, may I help you?”

                “Hello! Help, my girlfriend is dying!” I yelled.

                “Calm down,sir. Just tell me the address.” I immediately tell the person Jae’s address and they said they would be here around 5 minutes. I called the boys and her mum too.

                Now I’m at hospital, the nurses and doctor pushed Jae who was lying on the bed. The blood still couldn’t stopped flewing from her wrist.

                “Don’t leave me, Jae..” I whispered and I stopped as the nurses said that I couldn’t went in the ICU with them. I just sat on the floor.

                “Louis!” I heard Liam called my name and I looked up. The boys walked toward me. I stoop up again.

                “Where is Jae? How is she?” Liam asked again. I just shooked my head. Then, I felt someone punched my cheek.

                “THIS IS YOUR FAULT!” Harry screamed right in my face. I just kept quiet.

                “You shouldn’t have leave her! Or else this will not happening right now!” Harry yelled again. Louis’ tears came out. “You idiot- Damn!”

                “I know.. I’m s-sorry.. I’m sorry..” I whispered and knee down. “Its all my fault! I know I shouldn’t leave her. It is my fault. I will never forgive myself if something happen to her.” I shouted. Then, I felt someone hugged me.

                “I’m so sorry, boobear. I’m sorry.. She’ll be alright..” Harry said and rubbed my back. I shooked my head.

                “What if she’s not?”

                “She will. She’s a strong girl, remember?” He said again and I just nodded.

                “ Louis!” I heard Jae’s mom called me. I looked up as she walked toward me.

                “Where’s Jae?” I just wanted to answer but got cut by a doctor.

                “Who is Jaeverinna’s family?”

                “I’m her mother.” Her mom said and walked toward him.

                “Jaeverinna is alright. She might wake up by tomorrow.” All of us sighed of relief. Then, we asked permission to visit her.

Jaeverinna’s POV

               

                “Hello?” I shouted as I only saw a darkness. “Anyone?” I called again but only the echoed of my voice that replied me.

                “Jae.” I heard someone said my name and I turned around, it was Harry.

                “Harry, where are we?” I asked. But he didn’t replied. He suddenly disappeared from my view.

                “Hello! We’re One Direction!” Voices filled the room. I saw the boys and I were standing in front of me, it looks like a memory where for the first time I met the boys.

                “I’m Louis, nice to meet you, big fans.” Louis said joking, same as the day I met him before.

                “Louis. Where are we?” I asked again. I was so confused. Louis turned his head and looked at me, he only smiled and immediately disappeared again. “Wait, guys!”

                Suddenly, I heard a strummed of guitar, some voices filled the room as they started to sing. I ran as fast as I could as I followed the sound of the guitar. Then, I saw the boys were singing on the stage, noticed me and smiled widely.

“Truly, madly deeply I am

Foolishly completely falling

And somehow you kicked all my walls in

So baby say you’ll always keep me

Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you..”

                Slowly I opened my eyes and looked around. I tried to focus and I saw Niall sat at the side of my bed and playing his guitar. Liam,Zayn and Harry were standing at the left side of me and Louis were sat on the chair at my right side which his hands hold my weak hand. They were still singing as they not yet noticed me.

“I hope I’m not a casualty,

I hope you won’t get up and leave

Might not mean that much to you

But to me its everything..

Everything..”

                It was Louis’ solo. I could saw his tears fell on his cheeks then on my hand. My eyes watery too. Then, all of the boys sang the chorus together again. Harry walked at the side of Louis and hugged his shoulder.

“In love.. (In love) with you.. (with you)

In love (In love).. with you..(with you)

With you..”

                The boys sighed slowly and smiled at each other. Louis just stared on my hand, his thumb rubbing a small circle at the back of my hand.

                “Nice song.” I said with a crack voice. All of them looked up, eyes wide and then a big smile on their faces.

                “JAE!” They exclaimed and all of them hugged me and formed a group hug. They pulled away but still smiled at me.

                “ I’ll call the doctor.” Liam said and walked out immediately.

                “I’m with you, Liam!” Zayn said and followed him.

                “Let’s get out, Niall.” Harry spoke and pulled Niall’s arm.

                “But-“

                “I’ll buy you food.”

                “Yeah!” Niall jumped happily and immediately ran out of the room. Harry just giggled at him. He turned his head and looked at Louis and winked at him. “Niall, wait!” He shouted and leaving both of me and Louis alone. It was an awkward silent…

                “So, Jae.” He broke the silent. I smiled at him.

                “Feeling better?” I just rolled my eyes. “What do you think?” I asked jokingly and he just grinned at me.

                “I’m sorry.” He said and sighed. We looked at each other. “I’m sorry too.” I whispered back.

                “I love you so much. I promise I will never let you go.” He whispered.

                “I love you too.” I said again and smiled widely.Then, Louis moved closer and distance between our faces just 1 inch. As our lips almost touched, someone opened the door and Louis sat back on the chair and groaned. I just giggled and blushed.

                “How do you feel, miss?” A doctor asked me as she walked toward me. Zayn and Liam were behind her.

                “Great!” I said happily and grinned at her. I looked at Louis as his face really looked so pissed. I can’t helped but laughed at him. The doctor checked me and wrote something on the paper she hold.

                “Everything is normal. You may go home today if you want.” She said again. I nodded.

                “Yes, please.” The doctor nodded and left the room.

                “You’re alright, mate?” Liam asked Louis.

                “You just disturbed the moment!” Louis said and gritted his teeth. Liam just stared at him with a confuse look but Zayn laughed as he understood what did Louis just said. The boys and I immediately kept my things and I changed my shirt.

************

                Louis’ arm around my waist when we walked out from hospital. Harry were beside me, helping with my bag and the others were beside Louis. As we walked out, the flashes of cameras almost burned my eyes.  There were screams of fans too.

                “Louis Tomlinson, How is Jaeverinna Ann?”

                “Louis Tomlinson, what happened to Jaeverinna Ann?”

                “Are you both still together?”

                “Louis Tomlinson, are you gonna return with Jaeverinna Ann again?” The paparazzies didn’t stopped asking. Some of the fans screamed and called the boys names too.

                “Lets go,guys!” the boys’ manager, Paul said and we followed him. But my steps stopped as Louis stopped too. “Wait.” He said. Paul and the boys turned around and looked at him. He pulled me with him as he stood infront of the paparazzies and the fans.

                “Listen,everyone.” He said with a loud voice. The noises start to calm down.

                “I am Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. But, I have my right to choose my love, who is the best for me. I don’t fucking care what anyone think or tried to tell me who is the right for me!” He shouted again. I just stared at him.

                “I’ve found her. I know she is the right girl. This is she, Jaeverinna Ann.” He said and looked at me. His blue eyes deeply stared in me.

                “I don’t care what all of you think at, all I know is I love her and she’s mine. Forever.” As soon as he said those words, he pulled my face and our lips met. My eyes wider but I kissed him back. Everyone cheered and screamed, the flashes of cameras started again. He pulled his face and our eyes stared at each other.

                “Alright! Lets go, now!” Paul said in anger tone and pulled Louis. Louis laughed and looked at the crowd “Goodbyeee…Love you all~” I followed them with my cheeks blushing.